Feeling is a funny thing. …
I know just how I feel when my stomach hurts, when my head aches, when cramps are their worst, whenever I stub my toe or hit my funny bone.

I know how it feels to love, to worry, to feel my saddest…

but

embarrassment seems to be the hardest to get used to.
It lingers in my blood stream and stays for what seems like a lifetime. It makes me feel guilty to smile or laugh, lowers my energy level and weakens my morale. it feels a bit dramatic to feel so embarrassed, and completely ridiculous- but mostly i just want the feeling or situation gone.

i normally stray from the situations in which embarrassment might occur, being a goofball allows me the chance to have those “that’s what i wanted to happen” moments. and i’m fine with that- i like the freedom- almost like wearing elastic banded pants.

but i’m feeling a bit of embarrassment this morning as I eat my (probably), not so gluten free, breakfast. While Annie Lennox is being blasted “no more I love yous”- funny.

No, the embarrassed feeling is not from breakfast or from this establishment’s choice of tunes but rather from something i probably shouldn’t be so embarrassed about- and will run it’s course by the end of the day.

who cares.