Currently watching dating in the dark, thinking a bit about dating, relationships, and so on.

Sister cancelled my match.com account, I never looked at my matches- other than the all to often match emails which caused no spark no interest.

I want love, I want a relationship, I want to be able to trust someone and feel comfortable and happy etc.. Etc. But not sure it’s gonna happen for me on a website or -IRL at this point in my life, and if tomorrow cupid shoots me in the butt- fine. I promise not to run to the ER to remove the arrow.

Last date I was on was in 2003 and ended pretty terribly- on an extreme level and that’s not the reason I’m reluctant to search, but maybe why the internet may not be the best outlet. Maybe I just need references and blood samples? Hah!

I think I’m just tired of thinking about it. I’ve said enough.

Oh future husband are you reading this? I’ve been waiting for you…but not on hand and foot- obviously. Hope you’re a nice guy.