got on the scale this morning – thinking it was tuesday. i’m one pound away from 200 and 2 lbs away from being in the 100s. i think it might happen tomorrow. maybe -? it could?!

officially my wages have been garnished by the government for unpaid school loans. so i must learn to budget starting today. i don’t know how i’m going to deal with 250-300 dollars less a month- when right now i have 1.61 in my bank account. this may be the end.

just a strange almost successful/bummer of a day.