feeling full.

it’s been an off and on fight of the foods to get me to this point.

but at least 3 weeks now of smaller portions - no soda and disgusting amounts of water.. and i can’t finish my lunch.

a few months ago i could eat an entire chicken breast and all the sides and still want more- now i’m looking at an entire breast cut up and wondering how i ate it all before.

today i had some crockpot kidney beans that i cooked with onion and some spices. and chicken sauteed with squash and onion. 

now feeling disgustingly full.

 ’last chance workout’ tonight before work weigh in tomorrow. can i pull the right number? stay tuned.

mixed nuts

got on the scale this morning – thinking it was tuesday. i’m one pound away from 200 and 2 lbs away from being in the 100s. i think it might happen tomorrow. maybe -? it could?!

officially my wages have been garnished by the government for unpaid school loans. so i must learn to budget starting today. i don’t know how i’m going to deal with 250-300 dollars less a month- when right now i have 1.61 in my bank account. this may be the end.

just a strange almost successful/bummer of a day.

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